Ai yo...
Y is life so packed??

Nevertheless, i believe tt it's the tight schedule that makes a better mi^^

Anyway, Im crazy enough to sign up for NYAA Gold..

It involves a serious lot of commitments, like 18 mths of skills learnin, 3 mths of sports, 60 hrs of services, 4D3N Adventure camp AND( not Or..) a residential project.

Smiling with e head shakin slowly...

I noe, if my results r of a perfect GPA(our scorin system), i can take it well,

But i dunno why n somehow, i feel that dis NYAA thinggy isnt a big issue actually, but in fact very attainable!
(im really going mad...)

N i feel great pushin myself more n more

It's like, i noe my results will always remain at that level(haix...) , it wont fluctuate tremendously,
So why not engage in more activities in the meantime?
At least i can achieve more, rather than those @$%*# grades...

Yup, i wont regret takin slightly more things than what the usual mi will,

cos that's part of growin up
>Increasin workload, >more responsibilties...

It's time to be ACTIVE!
Gearing up to be a professional Juggler of Life!

I shall see how far i can go, though i feel like i can even take a bit.. more ( haha.. Stay cool...)

Wish me well, n hope i complete all the work i have (not much de la)

Work Hard, Strive to be the best i can be( Pls, for the XXth time, have the will-power to do it!! U can if u want, u noe tt!!)

TCM TCM TCM

Rmb tt.

According to an email named Birthday Pest!!,

I was found to be a Parasite.

Wat amazed me was that the results were so accurate on me (but not so much for my mates)

Let mi tell u wat's in:

If you are a Parasite: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.


Apart from the parts on 'fashion bird', the rest are simply me!!

Hahas..



Last wed til fri was one of my "down" periods.

So gloomy n dejected..

I guess it was becos of the double teston that week, which i really think i flunkkkk it.

I was so shutted down after my thurs's biophysics test, i never talked much for the whole day, and i even left my whole stack of chem n phy notes underneath e table over the weekend!
Remembered it on fri 12 am, n i go WTH..
Cant believe im actually so blur, not e usual me.

Anyway, though my lesson starts at 10 on Mon, i woke up early to make sure im at the classroom at 8am before the lessons starts.

And, i waited for 35 mins jus for one bus.
It was super-sardined, have to drill my way thru.
But a caucasian dad with two girls got down n the seat directly infront was for me!
However, one of the girls jumped from the seat and it landed perfectly on my toes..

Luckily she's jus a 3 year-old, or my foot will be sufferin the whole day.

Yea, a guy sat beside me as well, heavily down and jerked my bag.. ><


PS: There's another half to dis entry also, a very nice exp..
Super sadden when it was gone due to some error...><

The followin is purely coming out frm my own views, absolutely no offence to any..

``~Xingyi~~ ``Can angel be devilish?? says:
let mi type smtg, jus ignore it

many ppl claimed tt they r havin depression
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or on e verge of depression when they face stress
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so they become emo
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cry easily, screams smtimes
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do weird stuffs willingly n feel tt it's all becos of depression
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tt's silly
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ppl with depression wont even noe or say tt they r havin it
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that the theory of depression^
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coming to creation of life,
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i noe tt god creates universe, n find tt earth is t empty,
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so he adds humans in
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he can take charge of everything
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so human shld not go against him
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jus stay on doin e right things
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but,
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there seem to be a change in heart
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so ppl gets ruthless smtimes, do immoral stuffs
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seeing this, it's fair tt we should be punished accordinly
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I believe tt good goes to paradise, bad ends in hell
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so at rate we r goin, hell needs to be expanded
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at same , he still sees hope,
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so he sends messengers influencin ppl
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but, of cos, messengers must be upright till e end la,
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if not he will go downwards like e rest
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Wat im tryin to say is,
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Y do we need to go thru so much troubles,
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ppl saving, blah blah
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in e 1st place, we can choose not to be there..
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wat's e purpose of creatin souls

lol

i guess he wants us to feel love n contentment like him

well...u haf to ask God
.:«<
no 1 can understand y

He took my first time away..

Another him took my second so soon after that..

Oh..










HEY!!

Dun think where else..

I was referin to the game Scrabble!!

Yup,

I went for the SP Staff n Student game 07 n was in e Scrabble competition.

Went for a casual briefin by the student i/c prior to tt, n play my 1st game ever on that day with him.

Got 170+

Not tt bad for a first timer, as my friends claimed..



On that fateful day itself, we went to collect our maroon jersey.
That Peng ru(e i/c) gave us size M when we told him to get S, and u noe wat, he, as a slightly plump guy(no offence!) was actually wearin M too!!

Can u imagine how baggy n loose i look?? My frens were simply laughin when we see each other in the over-sized shirt. I roared with my own laughter whenever i caught myself in the mirror!
So damn big la!! ;p

Some other events were the Amazing green race, soccer, basketball, tennis, table-tennis, golf, pool, chess, netball, squash n scrabble.

After all the draggings, we walked our way to Moberly, the top floor.

Scrabble on the left, chess on the right.

There r 5 students in our team but only 3 teachers to start with, so i have to wait for mine to come.

Then peng ru came n asked if im alright n he is e reserve.

Obviously, it will be so much better for him to take my seat, n let me be no 6, and
thanks alot for saving me,.. for a little while..

I sat n turn around to my sides to see how my friends and the teachers looked when they r in a game, but somehow i have the feeling that it's better to be mentally prepared myself, jus in case, N really jus in case.

3/4 of an hour passed, n i tot i will be saved from this whole scrabble thinggy. Dun forget it is only my second time if i were to play, and it's for a Competition! ( I still cant believe i did it till this moment)


Then, while other team mates r finishin, a very tall caucasian entered.

He was lookin for the staff in charge.


I knew that im gonna face him...><>



PS: There's actually a second half to dis entry, but due to some error, it's gone..
Really upset abt it as it was very meaningful to mi..

Hemm..
I often wonder how can people jus go on and on typing all their stuffs out n be so.. fast n casual?
Hahas..
Must try to work on this part..

Yea,
I have a feeling tt things wont be changing if i dun change the way i lead my life now.
I dun wanna see those for another time anymore...
But the situation isnt favourable to mi...

No time to spare to do wat i want,
simply too many "magnets" around..
How far is the future?
How would my parcel be? (It's ok not to understand, im askin myself back..)

Arghh...
Perhaps life would be better if people like me belongs mediocre

ARGHH...
I jus cant take it tt i cant shoot high up...

Haix..
Wat can i do?

I cant even clear the simplest sch life n exams, how can i ever be great?

Dun worry, im not stressin myself out,

far frm it actually

Perhaps i should really do tt..

Name: Xingyi [幸宜]
Age: 21! years old
Date of Birth: June 29 1990
Horoscope Sign: Cancer
Abt mi: Looks can be deceiving, admire ppl who can do things which i cant...
More.. : See!!
Email : xingyi-is@hotmail.com (It's a hyphen!)
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Food: Fruits!!!
Ppl:
Ppl who has e drive to live on(not those slackers)
Interesting ppl (it's fun noein them^^)
Ppl who can juggle many tasks well, aka Super Heroes of modern life
Mr Wen-Zhong :]